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was reminded this morning about the child soldier yuri manga, as i was asked to describe "what is this cute series" to a very horrified audience
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had a thought this morning about how i was and how i am, specifically how i seem to have needed to recognize limitations to accept them, but must alter how i interpret/interact/exist with them to...
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watching one of those nice sunsets where the sky is all pastel pinks and blues.
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i'm beginning to believe there are states of mind that reflect (and do not) the state of the body and how the body is perceived. these are neither contradictory nor _____, and yet can dictate more...
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at the beginning of this year i picked the monster of a task to try and confront how i perceive and experience my chronic pain. i've been tapering down my pain meds since and i'm at half the dosage i...
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this is an exercise in compartmentalization to retrain the default response to nerve feedback, as well as a change in mentality to fundamentally think differently. i am familiar with how this task...
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honestly the part of me that was trained in science thinks this is all poetic words and wishful thinking, delusions induced as a coping mechanism to a problem i cannot directly influence and have no...
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been going through and canceling all my subscriptions to streaming services this month, as i barely use them anymore. i get far far more enjoyment out of the various authors i subscribe to on patreon...
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i aimed to get to bed early tonight and i'm 15 minutes earlier than normal, so this is a small win with room for improvement
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started playing assassin's creed valhalla, because i really enjoyed odyssey, and im finding it a very different game in terms of the mechanics. skill tree is much more difficult to parse and thus...
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after lamenting my age to a relative youth, i got told that "being an eldritch horror that has seen an uncountable number of years is cool", which has got to be the most valid and affirming character...
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oh my gods, i think "ivil antagonist" has been the most funny novel i've read in ages and it has such an interesting setting too. it took some time to ramp up but now it seems to be hitting its stride...
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i'm getting close to being 50/50 for taking my pain meds for pain vs taking them for the other bullshit they induce as a dependence. it's still tolerable but crossing that line is going to be Hard.
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@kestral i see you faving this and i'm left wondering if it is worth faving in the first place
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having this weird sense of dissonance where i *know* my experience/perception of reality doesn't match to what is happening external to myself, all while i know that there should *really not* be a...
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fixed a problem in the code i'm writing at work by... following the architecture pattern i established at the start of the project and everything just worked. no new errors introduced, a whole slew of...
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i've really been enjoying the novel "reforged from ruin" (https://www.royalroad.com/fiction/78756/reforged-from-ruin-eldritch-xianxia-cultivation), and it has led to many interesting discussions on...
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on my way into the city saw a billboard that professes that june is dedicated to jesus, and the pettiness of that is just too amusing.
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