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having a morning that is all restless muscle itch and tension and as much as i try to shift to relieve it, it doesn't go away and i kinda love this? i may have crossed the mental threshold of...
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when pain stops being pain, it becomes something else and entirely different and not the same as anything else that the body knows it takes on a unique quality that makes it difficult to process as...
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it's like, chafing between my skin and my everything else, and if that doesn't tell you how odd this is, i have no idea what else to say. particularly with the cognitive fog, or load it creates as a...
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*shudders* i dislike that it takes a good hour for my nerves to settle down after taking the pain meds, and even when that happens im still haunted by the echos of overwhelming and intense sensations i...
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i... think i had a perspective change and as much as i'm trying to induce those, it is quite unexpected to happen overnight. almost a pleasant surprise.
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shit. twice in the last 24 hours is a bit much, although i'm starting to hope this is a snowball effect rather than isolated incident. i guess the first step to processing anything that causes...
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trying to wrestle my mind out of a minor dissociative state and it's not going as well as i'd like.
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today's necroepilogos chapter was awesome, i mean they usually are but that last scene was just... mmm!
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i've been reading several novels recently that touch on plurality in interesting ways that i've not read about before and it's been such an enlightening experience to think from new perspectives.
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i've complained before about the feeling of fatigue that is paired with chronic pain, but i don't think i've ever articulated the metaphorical burn and sharpening of perception that happens when...
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after last night's combination of lack of sleep, bad dreams, and a screaming cat, it is now morning and i am awake and ready to commit violence on the unsuspecting today
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recently i've had some slight pressure (peer pressure) at work to embrace using AI for writing code, and i've always disliked this and luckily had the excuse that the code i'm writing is utterly unique...
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i was so ready for today, i was even considering to do some public writing again and now i just have no idea what i was thinking.
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so the days that i'm writing code on my work project, i find half the time i am adding little "TODO" comments on what needs to change and how that should be implemented *better* and it makes me a bit...
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first day back on particular meds and i'm in agony and thus cannot sleep. coincidence? i think not.
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this coming week i have off from work and have decided i am going to be spending it at my parent's house to take advantage of laying out in their yard and spending time at the local beach(es). i'm a...
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i am thrilled to discover that the carry-on suitcase i had purchased with the expectation of traveling for work does nicely fit a week's worth of clothes with some extra room left over. i think if i...
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y'all will likely see many more photos posted this week (i'll try to thread them) as i'm in rockport visiting my parents as an excuse to partake of this lovely yard and the local beaches and to not...
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