i am not looking forward to this coming week. i expect that i will have to perform some sort of compromise, even if it is only the illusion of doing so. i suppose i'd say "compromise" is something i'm not good at, partly through stubbornness and partly through lack of practical experience. this makes me uneasy, and maybe afraid of the idea of consequences, rather than what the actual consequences would be. hopefully i come out of it understanding myself better.
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