i seem to be extraordinarily tired today, and this continues to be incredibly frustrating to me how prohibitive this feels. i'm sure there is a list of at least a half dozen things i could do better or more of that would make this less of an issue, but meeting that initial baseline is tough. kinda wondering if there will be a point where i stop expecting this of myself and then want less from life as a result of not being able to try so hard.
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